dem0nself

Geno/Proton || 24th Jan 2000 || He/They/Rotten
Graysexual Grayromantic Gay
Taken <3

About

Hello, im Im Geno/Proton, im currently 23 years old, was born
on 24/01/2000.
I'm a disabled and neurodivergent artist as well as a medically recognized psychopath.
I enjoy learning about medical and psychological stuff, I have a diploma in mechanical engineering from air force related things, I love plants a lot and I have about 300+ plants. For sometime I was part of a first aid rescue team. Feel free to say 'Hi' on DA or something
I'm rather paranoid due to many factors but ill reply back

Contact

Feel free to contact me
I am a very paranoid creature due to my social anxiety and delusions, so pardon me if i take a while
my old da user was genocide--hyena, current one is dem0nself
im known as 'a.fxckin.leech' on discord

1. As I mentioned, im a medically recognized psychopath. I was diagosed with few cluster B disorders as well as a major depressive disorder. I'm neurodivergent.
2. I enjoy resting and surprisingly walking a lot, despite chronic pain
3. I do have a youtube account but I wont upload on it...im watching plant videos
4. I really wanted to be a vet when i was younger. My other options were a doctor or a mortician. But thats not happening.
5. I have issues with gluten. it brings pain...does it make me stop eating it? no
6. I know Hebrew and English
7. I love hamburgers and sushi, I've also taken a liking to egg fried rice
8. as of november 2023, I have a cat and a dog, my old cat Elvis passed away.
9. I major art in highschool! and history too as first but didn't continue it
10. I have psychotic traits/symptoms due to my personality disorders, so please be patient with me
11. Im jewish, always was and always will be
12. I always say i'm ace and gay to non lgbt people, easier than grayaroace gay
13. im a pretty small guy in height
14. my memory is like...the worst thing ever, I don't remember more than 10 years of my life. Blame fibro on this.
15. I have anxiety/Social anxiety due to autism, also got diagnosed with bpd ,aspd, npd and mdd as I mentioned above. (cluster b)

DNI

- people who believes in aspd abuse, npd abuse, hpd abuse & bpd abuse.
- ableists
- people who use high/low func in an ableist way. You can use it towards yourself but I dont feel comfortable when its used on me
- people who use Asperger without knowing it's history and why its problematic, it's a n*zi term
- support DSMP, why? look at the links at the end of this DNI
- fatphobes/lgbt-phobic/racists/sexists/etc, basically any type of bigotry
- dont be islamophobic/anti-semitic/etc
- LGBTQ-exclusionists, this includes panphobes, ace/arophobes and such
- proshippers, please just no. no incest/pedophillia here.
- people in general who fetishize children, basically groomers.
- people who demonize mental disorders for example: DID, Schizo spec and more
- please don't bring the middle east conflict to me, I'm a middle eastern and please I'm sick of hearing about it. there's a lot of gray in this, not black and white. I believe each human, deserve to be treated with respect.